...a girl who will blog without purpose.

So I'm blogging on my way home from an intense revision session with the girls purely because this bus journey is long and pretty lonely. I haven't blogged for a while because I've been busy with leaving school and revision but as my school years are coming to an end, I guess I have more spare time on my hands. My life on a general level has taken a good turn, I have a perfect girlfriend, my exams are going fairly well and my position in Sheffield University is fairly stable. Yet as I nulls up my university items (clearly situated in a box labelled in my room) I guess I get more terrified thinking about all the things I'm leaving behind. My friends for one. The friends that, having known for over 15 years will soon be too far to visit for a chat or a coffee. My family. Who, despite our ups and downs have always stuck by me and pushed me to be the best I can. My best friend. The distance is forcing us to make decisions that no-one should have to . And my whole way of life. I've spent my whole life in the secure little bubble of West Bromwich and now I'm having to be independent. I want to think its something I will easily achieve but I'm a realist. I already worry about my future at university and I'm not even there yet. Maybe it will be as I've always imagined. Maybe not. All I know is that what I'm leaving behind, will only be left physically and I'll always just be a little girl from the midlands with ambitions and drive. I love you all, and you will never be forgotten but will truly missed.